Post four.
At 6 am I phoned my brother, its been a very long time since I have seen 6 am. He answered immediately, I know he's not sleeping too well likewise nor am I.
Today is the start of these tests etc, I couldn't remember if I actually offered to go with him, turns out I had. I was worried that he would be facing it on his own because his wife babysits in Exeter but like any good wife she is coming back to go with him.
My brother is not computer savvy, he doesn't even have a mobile phone.
I read the post to him that "Keith" posted on TLF, his attitude I think was that I was making it up to make him feel better. So by 6-30 am I was knocking on his door & took him right through this thread..........he left the room for 10 mins & came back "red-eyed", he now truly knows how I feel. The post from "Keith" has worked wonders for him & I mean that. Its not the light at the end of the tunnel for him, he's only just approaching that tunnel.
My brother has asked me to pass on his kind regards to people on TLF for their concerns & well wishes directed to him.
He will be phoning me tonight after he gets back from the hospital & I will put the details on here because it helps me & I think it may well help others.