I'm very sorry , pets are our friends and part of the family, and when they go, it leaves a big gap in our hearts , I'm very sorry for your loss,.
I'm so glad Mella is doing well
That must have been an awful shock for you Phil.
My elderly cat died two months ago. I have her ashes here in a box under the coffee table where she used to sit, I'm just trying to bring myself to scatter them in the garden.
Thanks to you both.
The shock was dreadful, I've never felt anything like it.
What made it worse was being lulled into a false sense of her being ok so we were totally unprepared as she was still a young cat at 7 yrs old.
If the vet had said "ummm, this could go either way", we'd have been half expecting it.
Anyway, like you, we've got her ashes in a casket which we've put were she liked to be but she'll be scattered with us eventually.