Thank you GM. If it was'nt for my computer and my small watercolours, my mind would have been in serious trouble by now. I am trying so hard to keep depression away, because I already have small items wrong with my body that cannot get the attention. That is the reason I am keeping occupied. Most of the time, As I sit in my chair a lot, when I put on something to watch, I keep falling a sleep, and it makes me feel so useless. Unfortunately, the darker grey days do not help, as I suffer from SAD . Sorry for this post, but cannot tell the family how I feel, they would be worrying. Have a nice day, and thank you for your kind thought. gmx